Eternal Enragement

This one mind sets a crave,
And soon it finds out that it is its own slave,
On wants the truth, the other, a lie,
“I” wants to live a paradise, but “me” wants to die,
The mind knows what it is has gained,
But not knows what’s outside the mind which is framed,
You vile and inane creature, you’re the one who’s been hindered,
False visions and feelings of life and love will always be remembered,
A failure of what? Why Sacrifice? This is no others fault, you wanted this way,
Still looking for life’s meanings anonymous to most, in the mist of this, the mind goes astray,
There’s so many like you, yet one of the kind
As you see her allure, your voice looks for the intellect’s remarks. Sadly, it couldn’t find,
Stop lessening, you want her to end the feeling of the heart of hallow,
Stop weeping, you don’t need to worry about the past, no matter what happens, it will surely follow,
Now you fight within, stay away or inquire her kiss,
But keep hindering your life and chances of affection will be gone with a wisp,
Now starving for meaning, dealings of sin start to fade,
But don’t let this rain turn into hell’s burning cascade,
Diving sides head to warfare; results left the façade the riot’s rash,
Pain covers the tears as the whip makes its lash,
Don’t feel happy with happiness, so you live long with sorrow,
Now, anew question raises the sun, if it will rise tomorrow
Standing in the heaviest of drizzles, the gallantly soft wind blows
And in that wind, a whisper to the ears but a yell in the soul says, “Only God knows”